Always Be My Baby ...

Dearest Whitney,

Another week has come and gone since your departure from this earth.  On Saturday I was watching some of your old interviews and performances, and it really hit me, I got very emotional, it was another direct reminder that you're really gone.  For some reason when I listen to you speak, and hear your clear tone on whatever you may be communicating, it hurts even more to realize that I will never hear you speak again, I will never see that gigantic smile coming from this little person.  All my life I thought we would roam this earth together, be it us travelling in different directions, I took comfort in knowing that we were doing it together at a similar pace. Needless to say that Saturday was an emotional day for me of missing you.  I went to bed with my play list on repeat, (my set starting with 'Saving All My Love For You' which is 'still' my all time favorite song yours, which is ironic because that's when I fell in love with you, and though you've had many nuggets since then, that is so special to me 'Saving' still trumps all, because it was the 'first' for me). I went to sleep and you came to me in my dreams, and our conversation was so powerful, you basically told me that no matter where you are now, that I should continue to communicate with you, because you can still hear me and respond, and you showed me some of the other people that you're still are in communication with.  I loved my dream and it made me feel a hell of a lot better than I did before I went to sleep.  I love the powers of the Universe.  I love you my sweet princess, have a restful sleep until next week.  I'm wishing you a peaceful journey.